Thursday, December 29, 2011

So glad this year is over

Wow I totally sucked this year! I sucked at exercising, eating healthy, budgeting, organizing, and well....pretty much everything I set my mind to way back on Jan 1 2011! Why? More than likely it is because I am just too damn lazy. I'm not going to sit here and kick myself, but the truth is the truth no matter how much sugar you put on it. Obviously I have a serious lack of motivation. Now, some of that definitely has to do with the season. I hate winter! I love the warm sun and green everything of summer! I get cabin fever about this time every year. I want to sit in front of the TV with hot chocolate, cheese and crackers, hot pizza (everything else I shouldn't have) wrapped in a blanket and hibernate until March 1st! I need change!

Here is a little catch up, since I've also been too lazy to post on my blog for ohhhh about 2-3 months! Since August of 2010 I have gained back all 15 lbs that I lost that year and even accumulated an extra pound or 2 or...ok 5! I am at my highest weight ever right now! While I am not technically obese, I am overweight! I am unhappy and uncomforatble. Why was it so easy in 2010? In 15 weeks I lost 15 lbs. But this year I just couldn't do it. Well, enough of the past. It's time to look at the future. I do not make resolutions, but I do have goals for the coming year. Not just for my weight, but for the health of my life in general. The health of my family, home and relationships.

-I WILL organize my home and life
-I WILL work harder at losing weight and watching what I put into my body
-I WILL exercise!

I hope all of your (and my) goals/resolutions/hopes will become realities this coming year!