This month has been terrible! I quit smoking Jan 21st (that's good, but the cravings SUCK!) My dog died on Feb 3rd :( It was horrible! The first 3 days I cried non stop, now I'm down to one good cry a day. I joined a weightloss challenge! I've done very bad at eating right this week and I think I'll be paying a few dollars for the pounds I've gained at this weeks meeting! I got my taxes back, and spent most of it already on horrible fast food and some no good credit card debt. I have lost NO weight! I have done NO exercise except for 3 hours of walking through a Sportsman's Expo with my hubby and dad. I'm feeling a little depressed and overly emotional. Too many things at once I guess.
It's time to buck up and get my fat a$$ back on the wagon and my life back on track! I've said it before (and I'm sure I'll say it again) but I'm done being fat and unhealthy! Where is my motivation fairy? Why is it so damn hard? I've been pretty much doing nothing for the last 30 days. It's just so easy to stay in a funk once I get started. Well I'm done with the funk and the fat and the food (any other 'f' words I should put in here?) Ok, I'm done with the rant....again.
My pledges for the day!
I pledge to post a blog again, Tomorrow! I pledge not to smoke, Today! I pledge to exercise, Tonight! I pledge to not eat over my calories, Today! One day at a time!
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